Sometimes love finds us when ever hope is fading .

Is it bad that he’s still the only thing on my mind? Is it bad that I could call him an asshole & say fuck you so many times but still love him more than I did before? Is it bad that after all the crying & finding out about those things he didn’t tell me, I still want him? Is it bad that my feelings will never change for him no matter what he does? Is it bad that I have to fight myself back the urge from texting him? Is it bad that I know he doesn’t want me anymore & he’s probably not even thinking of me but I still want him with all of my being? Is it bad? Is it? I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been mute for the past half hour. I don’t know what to say anymore. I just want him to talk to me. I want him to tell me he needs me in his life. I just want to know that I’m still important in someway. Because he’s still one of the most important things in my life & well to him I’m probably just another girl who happens to be his friend. I’m not as important anymore. Is it bad that I still love him with everything I have? Is it? )’:

(Source: smile-like-y0ure-fine, via smile-like-y0ure-fine)